Until I Love Again, St. Lawrence County Amish Series by Jerry S. Eicher and published by Harvest House Publications.
Susanna's freedom during her rite of passage during her adolescence goes a bit further than she wants her family to know about. Her father is not pleased, but what he hasn't told her is he fathered a child during the time of his own rite of passage. Ernest Helmuth is a widower who knows about the child, but has said nothing as of yet, because he plans on having Susanna as his bride. Her baptism approaching, Susanna knows that time is running out to make her choice. Should she stay with her family or go to live with the Englisha she has come to love? With Ernest Helmuth watching, that decision might not be hers to make.
